Fears and Tears

He took the child by the hand and said, “Talitha Koum”, which means, “Little girl, I say to you, arise”. Mark 5:41

Lord, when I feel like the enemy has knocked me down, You call me to rise up. Your words are like honey that soothe my weary soul. I stand, but I am unable to look at your face. I lay my head on your shoulder and weep.

My strength is gone, my tears well up and I am unable to contain them like a gray storm cloud. All the unspoken words, the deep hurts and the pain pour out as if a heavy rainstorm begins. I share my sorrows and burdens with You and You hold me close. You are with me and give me comfort.

You speak to me and say, “Rise up”, and I feel a strength welling up inside of me. Like the sun, it is a bright light that pierces me and shines forth hope deep within me. The truth permeates me and I know how much I am loved by You.

I rise up because You are with me and give me strength. I rise up because I am the daughter of the Most High. I rise up at Your word and by Your hand.

But as for me, I shall sing of your strength; Yes, I shall joyfully sing of Your loving kindness in the morning. For You have been my stronghold and a refuge in the day of my distress. Psalm 59:17